cactus to mel: haha.. wat blogskin?? stop cui-ing.. i had enuff of sm and rm cui-ing on the mrt back home le.. hee..
today.. im finally at home to relax.. hee.. hardly had anitime for myself to realli sit down in front of the computer or tv and realli rest..
recently.. im troubled abt whether to change job anot.. cos i tink my current pay is too low and i haf a diploma and my expenses are gg up.. hehe.. due to increase in indulgence.. hee.. but not sure.. my frenz all tell me to find other jobs while working den after tat just tell them i quit.. i feel v bad.. cos im working in HR.. i noe their troubles and problems with the staff who comes and go.. they haf to find new replacement which is quite hard.. so i dun wish to be lidat and i feel v bad and guilty.. so in the end.. due to just a coincidence.. i told my senior tat i may wan to find other jobs.. and surprisingly he says its up to me cos im a temp staff.. feel realli bad sia.. he even allow me to tok to some of the senior retail assistants and wanted to show me ard so tat i can decide on whether shud i stay in HR or work in other departments.. although my frenz say tat i shudn't care abt them and shud care abt myself first.. i still feel guilty.. so tats y im super troubled now.. i tink im the oni one who will be so troubled over this kind of boliao things..
there are gd and bad to every job.. HR allows me to learn more things but hard to make frenz and abit of routine work in office.. i haf been eating lunch alone.. so boring and lonely and kelian.. somemore my fren doing same job as me got a higher pay.. den cashiering is abit stress lah and heard tat the supervisors may be fierce but there will be more pple around my age.. although i believe most are younger than me.. hehe.. 20 years old le.. quite old sia.. bu zhi bu jue zhong the first number becomes 2 le.. haha.. im also looking for a draftman job.. pay will be quite attractive but dunno still got vacancy anot since i can oni work for 4 months.. who ask me dun go for the jobs rite after i graduate.. cos now draftman are in quite high demand.. but abit stress and i guess will haf OT.. so equals to no life after work.. hehe.. got another job as a recuitment consultant.. which i tink is quite cool.. however the job scope as a sales job abit turn me off..
after saying so mani pros and cons.. im still back to square one.. im just so indecisive and fickle minded.. eee.. realli dun like myself lidat.. i wish i can be a more firm and decisive person.. aniways.. back to watching videos.. hehe..
